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I'm still alive.  Really.  I am.

I have been having a rough week - and what ticks me off the most is that I don't know why.  Usually I can pinpoint the cause of my angst.  But lately... I just don't know.

Stress?  Could be.  Life is pretty stressful here in the office.  I work way too many hours, get way too little sleep... not a good recipe for a happy Bekka.

Anyways.  All that to say that I am alive... and hoping that tomorrow will be a better day...

Naming ceremy went well - everyone had a great time...

Now I'm off to hibernate and not deal with the rest of the world for a few hours.

Happy Raddy's Day.

The emotion of this day never ceases to surprise me.  I kept thinking to myself, I'll be so busy on Father's Day I won't have time to be sad.  All the staff have now arrived, and the welcome is in full swing.  And in the midst of the chaos and busy-ness, I find myself lost emotionally.  I want to curl up in a ball and cry until I have no more tears.  How did I think I wouldn't be upset today of all days?  That I could just forget and put on a happy face for the world? 

I now have to get up in front of around 100 people (mostly new staff) and perform in the naming ceremony.  The mere thought of it makes me break out in a cold sweat.  The first two naming ceremonies weren't so bad - a group of 13 and then probably 30 or so.  I can handle that - but 100!?!?  I'm sure it will be fine, and this is just my way of releasing the anxiety I have pent up inside... so hopefully I will write again later and tell you all how fun it was.  Hopefully.